The last few months I have been very motivated to write. After several years of feeling as though I'm whirling around in circles with no beginning or end, I feel as though I'm headed in the right direction.
I finished a book in May and feeling pretty good about it, started on a new one. I'll admit that I struggled everyday to write it. I kept blaming my difficulties on the unusual circumstance that I created a synopsis before beginning it. Yes, I'm a by the seat of my pants writer. So, there was my excuse for feeling as though every word I put down had been chiseled from my brain. I finished the first draft and although it's way too short, I know I can go back and add words to tie up loose ends and pretty it up.
So, instead of laying off and giving myself time to stretch, what did I do? I started another one. I want to complete three books this year and thought that while I have this motivation going, why not go for that third one? Well, I'm about 20,000 words into it and feel as though I'm jogging through quick sand with chains around my ankles and bricks on my shoulders. And I thought the last book was hard!
It came to me that I haven't given myself any down time. I usually come up with an idea, introduce myself to my characters and then allow them to tell me about themselves...but I usually do this away from the computer. I get to know my characters and their story while I walk, clean house or just sit and stare out the window. But that's not what I've done with this story. I'm trying to force it and that just isn't working.
So now I'm pulling back. I've apologized to these interesting people that I've been trying to write about and told them they can tell me their story when they're ready. I still have hopes of finishing three books this year, but I realize now that I need to think before I write them.
What about you? How much downtime do you allow yourself between projects? Do you need 'think' time before you start on another one?